left thursday, came back here sunday. this was my last long weekend at the cottage. it kinda sorta sucked, there was something wrong wit the water and we couldnt go swimmin cuz there was too much bacteria. it was nasty, there was sooo many dead fish it was like...woah. and we had this paddle boat that was being retard. ...ok i dont sneek out of my house wen i'm supposed to be sleeping cuz i'm a pussy and i dont wanna get caught and grounded. Plus my room is on the 2ed floor and i'm short n cant jump that far. BUT wen me and meghan were at the cottage we had the room that used to be a portch but its closed up n stuff and theres a door. right there. FREEDOME! we just got right outa bed and walked out wen every1 was sleepin. it was awsome, we went by micky rats (a bar) and listened to the band play for a lil bit. then i got paranoid and wanted to go back just incase my dad woke up and saw we wernt there or sumtin.
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ok u kno what!? meghan and john are gunna make out 2marro. or so they say...but still. they'v only been goin out for like 4 dayz!! jeez! and then them and nichole and chris keep makin fun of me cuz they'r gunna make out b4 me and rob do, and we'v been goin out longer! well gess what! i dont give a fuck! and i'll say it right now cuz i cant hide it anymore, I DONT LIKE MAKING OUT! ok i kno i'm weird and retarded but i just dont...i dont kno why, i just think its weird. i just made out with matt cuz 1st of all i needed to kno how cuz i never made out b4 and the times after that was so i can get more practice (lol) then, times after that was only cuz he wanted to and i didnt wanna make him think im retarded... u kno...i wish i liked making out, kinda like...i wish i liked pickles and i wish i liked tomatoes. i meen really, they look so good but they tast really bad. o well...mabe things will change. MABE

yesterday was my dadz b-day, we celebrated it at the cottage. hes 55 years old! but he looks like...45! people never belive him or me wen we tell em that hes 55.

u kno what, i kno joe can be a retard sometimes (joe gullo) but hes alright sometimes. and i did some thinking...me and joe went out for 4 months, and thats wen I broke up wit HIM, mainly cuz i never saw him outside of skool. now..me and matt went out for 4 months, then HE broke ME cuz skool was out and he never saw me. i was like, wow i wonder if this was how joe felt. i just got it right back at me, wat goes around comes around.


aannnddd thats all i can think of rite now!